Dear Party Comrades: This message is directed mainly to you rather than the “public at large”, and it is going to combine both an “explanation” as well as a request.
As you no doubt have noticed, lately I have not been at the “top of my game”, so to speak. The fact is that I have been ill, and I’m afraid that I have not been able to fulfill my Party duties to even my complete satisfaction.
My illness is NOT “life threatening” at present, but it is severe enough that I must step back from my duties for the rest of this year, and hopefully by 2011, I will be capable enough once again to resume my functions as the New Year opens.
No one regrets this more than me, but I see no other option than staggering along as I have been recently, trying to literally force myself along, which only enhances my condition. Not being “100%” serves no good purpose, other than fooling myself that I am “doing something” – while in truth – “doing something” half-assed, is often worse than not doing anything at all.
So, there is my “explanation” – here is my request:
In my absence, so to speak – Comrade Axl Hess will be doing the weekly ANP Report. He has been one of my most loyal and trusted associates for the past ten years, and has both learned a lot about the true understanding of National Socialism, as well as proven his dedication through his ACTIONS.
SA Leader Comrade Kosak has received instructions per his command of the SA, to both engage and revamp that Party Arm into THE “hard-core” nucleus of ACTIVISM and committed OUT-REACH to the White masses at large. But, being the back-bone of the Party requires MORE than simply donning a uniform – it means fulfilling your COMMITMENT, above and beyond the rank and file of the ANP.
SA Political Advisor JT Bowles who is hosting another of his fine activities, which looks to be a continued success this Dec 4th, in SC – please review the “Bowles Blog” for details, in the “link” section on the front page of our website – will hopefully contribute a review of his White-Unity Christmas Party, for a Dec ANP Report, for your enjoyment. Comrade John is an Old Fighter like me, and I have complete faith in his judgment and ability to hold things together in my absence.
Comrades, I humbly request that in my “recuperation”, you all aid me by FULLFILLING YOUR OBLIGATIONS and PLEDGES as a National Socialist should – KEEP THE OUT-REACH GOING, and PLEASE SEND IN YOUR DONATIONS…the Party will still be functioning and nothing will “set me back” more, than hearing that the ANP is “broke” as a way to start off the New Year.
Comrades, I have been “doing this” for more than 40 years now – I’m NOT asking for your accolades, but rather your understanding and perhaps a wee bit of sympathy. I simply have too many “burdens” on my plate right at the moment – both, personal and Party wise – and I have reached the point where I KNOW it�s time to “stand back”, take a “moment for myself and family”, and “get better”. The physical pain that I am in with my arm, due to an injury at work, coupled with mounting “stress”, compels me to take this step. I have up to now, tried to pretend to myself that “it is nothing”, and that I should simply grit my teeth and bear it – but, being the pragmatic realist that I try to be, I have decided to accept the truth instead.
We have many good people in the American Nazi Party, and many more who COULD raise their commitment-level in my eyes. I’m not being “rude”, simply honest. This isn’t a game – it�s truly a LIFE or DEATH struggle for the Aryan future. It�s overdue for many of us to get serious about what we are engaged in.
Please allow me to wish all of you a happy and safe holiday season, and as one Old Fighter who if Santa existed, would ask of him not to “forget” the Party on his “gift list”. I would like nothing better, than to return to action next year with a Party treasury full of the monies needed to get things moving with a bang!
I know that IF everyone did just a little something “extra” in the name of Adolf Hitler and Lincoln Rockwell – it would be possible. Thank you for your thoughts….
For White Worker Power! 88!
Rocky J. Suhayda, Chairman www.americannaziparty.com